there are so many things to do yet so little time. can't even decide which one comes first as everything seems similarly important. life has never been better. still leading the same old boring life. i think some of the cells in my brain are dying. can't seems to remember much lately, been so forgetful. memory is getting bad. can never deny the fact that i'm getting old, but never wiser.

thought of quitting this job of mine. but don't even know what can i do if i'm to quit this seems-to-be-the-best-job-in-the-world, as quoted by a huge number of the colleagues. the degree that i once owned has been left aside like a piece of junk paper. never make a good use out of it. how sad.. i'd wasted so much time, effort and money just to pursue a degree, and now look where my degree and i ended up at....NO WHERE. imagine how disappointed could my parents be, especially my Dad.

"sorry for letting you guys down".