here goes, a picture of Nikki's tattoo.



i told you before that this is like an addiction. yup, Nikki Mah has a new addiction now. she's already decided to get the next (second) tattoo done next year, around March. "bravo woman!!" and as for me, i think i can only get mine done if i'm to quit this job of mine. wait la, cakap je wanna quit, but don't even know when.

at last, they approved my leave. 5 days, from 2nd Dec to 6th Dec. but i'll be staying at home. -_-" not going anywhere, going to Australia no more. why? the flight is like full all the way, we are put in waiting list. but parents don't wanna take the risk so the whole holiday plan is cancelled, yet again. since we're not going to Australia, i might want to go to Singapore, visit some old friends. ya, guess i should plan on this.

Miss Nikki Mah had her body inked today.
"welcome to the club, Nikki. finally you had it done after years of deciding. wohooo..."
you know, i actually thought of following her to the tattoo parlour. but then i thought to myself, better not. i’m so afraid that if i were there with her, i could not resist the temptation to get another one inked on me. seriously, it’s like an addiction. once you’ve got yourself inked, you would love to get more than one. my target; at least 5, not more...hopefully. *fingers crossed* she’s going back there again 3 weeks later to see if she needs a touch-up. i’m so gonna follow her there, that is if i’m off. i don’t care if i ended up having one by then.

I WANT MY LEAVE BACK!!!

you know what really makes me angry? stupid and lazy people who don’t know how to work efficiently and smartly (not that i’m very good but at least i’m hell better than these people). see, i’m entitle for 21 days of annual leave this year and i have a backlog of 7 days annual leave from last year. my first leave application for this year was rejected and that was in September. i tried applying for the second time for December and guess what, it was rejected again. WTF MAN!! i’ve been thinking, it’s almost the end of the year and i’ve never taken even a day of leave. so why are these people rejecting my applications?! so the furious me went to the office to inquire about this and you know what, this lady whom i spoke to told me that they bought my annual leave together with my backlog leave, and they left me with a remaining of 5 days leave, which expire on 31st December 2007. WHAT THE CRAP??!! so you’re saying that i should be happy because i get extra $$$ from that? NO! i’m not. for crying out loud, i want my annual leave. i want to go holidaying. i don’t care if you take the money back, i want my annual leave. but no, the lady said that i can never return them the money because they’ve had the money banked into our account. CRAP!!

well, what i really don’t understand is how can they be so stupid? i mean come on, if i do not want my annual leave, then why am i sending you the leave applications at the very first place? (after the first application was rejected, i sent 2 more applications for December and for CNY next year). it does make sense, doesn’t it? if i don’t want the leave, then why am i applying them for? and since i’ve applied for December and CNY next year, why are you touching the leave i applied for and bought them all and left me with a pathetic 5 days? come on la, use some common sense and think. USE YOUR BRAIN PEOPLE. God gives you a brain to think. make full use of it please. so i told the lady that no matter what, i want that 5 days leave in December. my family and i planned to go to Australia for holiday in December. we were planning for it since June ok. the lady told me that it can be done, and she wants me to see her again a week later to remind her about it.

tadaa....a week later, i happily walked to the office and guess what she told me? she’s no longer in charge. company moved her to another division. \(@_@)/ ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!!! i’m so freaking pissed that seriously, i feel like pulling out a rifle and shoot her. OMG!! *breathe breathe* she directed me to another lady and that lady told me that i’ll be able to know about the status of my leave application by 1st November. blardy hell, it’s already 14th November and the status is still pending. FUCK MAN!! you tell me, will you be angry about all these? so unsystematic leh. wanna go holiday also susah, wanna apply leave also susah. i’ve been working for them like mad dogs for the entire year, with NO LEAVE taken (not even 1 fucking day), NO MCs, and is this how i’ve been treated in return? SO FUCK!!

I can’t get you out of my mind. I keep thinking about how much I enjoy talking with you, how great you look when you smile, and how much I like your laugh. I daydream about you off and on all day, replaying pieces of our conversation...laughing again about funny things you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way you look at me...it melts my heart everytime I think about it. And I catch myself smiling when I imagine what will happen the next time we’re together. You must be something really special, because I can’t remember the last time I felt so strongly about someone. Even though neither of us knows what the future holds, I know one thing for sure – you’re one of the very best things that’s happened to me in a longtime.

[Source: from a greeting card]

Roxette
A Thing About You

I pick up the phone
I'm dialing your number
While I pray you're at home
At home and alone
'Cuz I can't function on my own
And I'll never stop believing...

The reaping is done
You are the one
The radio is on but the sound is all gone
And I wanna walk out in the sun
But lately that's been very hard to do

I've got a thing about you
And I don't really know what to do
'Cuz I've got a thing about you

I pick up the phone
I'm dialing that number
And my heart like a stone
Waits for the tone
Oh I can't make it on my own
And I'll never stop believing...

I know what is right and this is so wrong
Alone in my bed, better off on my own
The TV is on but the colors are gone
And lately you've been painting my world blue

I've got a thing about you
And I don't really care what you do
I've got a thing about you
Yeah, you...