Mum went to China with Grandma yesterday morning. :( in the evening, i went to my sister's office, waited for her to finish work and we decided to walk to the pasar malam in Meru to get something for our dinner. we were walking, and it started to drizzle. i already had my umbrella out and sis was trying to get her umbrella out from her bag. suddenly, a motorbike came from behind and a guy said "hey", so i thought he's someone we knew. in a split second, all i knew was my sis fell and that fucking guy snatched her bag. there were 2 of them, and they are Muslims (doesn't mean to discriminate but that's the fact). so everything in my sister's bag were gone. her wallet with cash, ic, driving licence, credit cards, her mobile phone, both office and house keys. HOUSE KEYS..that's the scariest one. why? they have her ic you see, with the address..and house keys...scary.. so called Dad and he came to pick us up and we went to the police station. after being a Klangian for almost 22 years, that's the first time i actually stepped into the police station in Klang. not proud of it anyway. that's a scary incident. it happened to my sister and i was actually there, standing just next to her. i was shaking all the way till i reached home. it's traumatizing, even until now, after almost 3 weeks, it's still haunting me. whenever i go out with a bag, i actually hug it tight and i'm always alert with the people around. when there's someone who looks suspicious to me, especially those "paria people", i'll get paranoid and will try to be extra careful. i don't want this to happen to me, it's just too scary.

wow..my last post was 2 weeks ago?! my bro been using the pc 24-7 since he finished his exams 2 weeks ago, playing Ragnarok Online. don’t even have the chance to use it. so what’s the story??

14 May - T text me, she’s going swimming with A again and wanted to meet up. ok i went. we went to Indiana Café. since we decided to go out on Saturday, we were discussing about what to do and where to go. T wanted to go to Time Square but i kinda disagree with her. she’s working on Saturday and she’ll finish work at 1pm. we will be taking ktm and monorail there. so i told her it will be late and besides, there’s nothing much to do in Time Square. so we cancelled that. A wanted to go for a movie or bowling or anything except sitting in the coffee house. she said that she wanted to do something healthy and sitting the whole day in the coffee house is not healthy at all. come on..well i wonder when did she turned into a health freak. i’m so broke and there’s no way i can do all those activities. so i told them straight that i can only cough out at least RM20. hmm…call me pathetic or call me selfish. what i want to do, A disagree. what A want to do, i disagree. so we ended up nothing and we went home. haha…

15 May – i actually dragged myself up at 1:30pm. alright..i slept very late. yesterday T said that we’ll leave home at 3pm. i called T but no answer. so i text her. got ready and waited for her call. it’s already 3pm and no one calls. i called her back, she’s sleeping. asked her where are we going, she said no one calls her to ask about it and she fell asleep. she called A, A said she wanted to watch movie or maybe go bowling. T told her that she’s being selfish and so am i. finally we decided to meet at 5:30pm and we went to Mid Valley. no movie, no bowling. A wanted to get her shoes and after getting her shoes we went to Coffee Bean. hah we’re sitting in the coffee house. went back soon after that.

17 May – i baked egg tarts. hurrah…first time baking it and it’s a success. not bad huh..ok it tasted good but looks a lil...can pass la..

received a call from T today and she wanted me to go swimming with her. well she knew i don't swim, i don't know how to swim. but she insisted, she wanted me to go. why? i don't know why at first. so i asked her who else is going. i thought that her cousin is going with her cause they usually go swimming together. however she told me she's going with a friend, and that friend is also my friend. i asked her who, and she said it's A. how interesting. ya we'll go swimming together but not today. sorry..

i have no idea why am i creating this blog, but i'm doing it anyway, so here i am.

T text me yesterday, she said A is in town and want us to meet up this Saturday. why can't T understand? she knew that A and i aren't that close and there's no way we're gonna get better. and of course she knew that i dislike A. still she's telling me stuff about her. alright i'm sure T's not blind, cause most of the time when she mentions about A, i will not be very happy. but why is she still doing all these? ok i know she's trying to be nice, she's caring, she really hopes that A and i can get along like we used to be, but can't she see that there's actually no hope between me and A? it's over and i mean it...it's OVER. i tried to forgive and forget like T did, but i just can't since A did not appreciate every opportunities i gave. fed up with all these. it's just not worth having such a friend around. i believe in quality and not quantity. so i chose to let her go instead. well T and A are still good friends even after what A had done to T but that's fine with me. it's her choice, and i respect her. i dislike A doesn't mean that T should do the same. so i have my own choice too but why can't T just stop, and understand? well i don't know should i go this Saturday. if i did not, T might not be happy, but if i did, then i might not be happy. sigh...