i'm in love. ♡ i'm so in love with these handbags by Coach. >.<



i'm not the kind of gal that goes for designers stuff, yet it'll be GREAT if i can own one, at least ONE. genuine one of course, not fake one. please..i would rather not own one than getting a fake one. as for now, i'll just dream about it. what can i do? i'm a poor fuck. i can never even afford to possess a Guess bag, what more a Coach. you know, the most branded bag i have in possession now is one by MNG. got it when i was in London for a whooping £5. yup, it's a steal. oh and i adore this bracelet by Montblanc.



who's willing to buy them all one for me?? i promise i'll love you forever. -_-! *bite lip and eye-rollin'*

~Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting~ - Dixie Chicks

you know what, i think i'm ready to let go of this long friendship of mine with my best friend. i don't see the point that we should patch things up since she's ready to let go of this friendship too. yeah, it's sad indeed. but even if we've saved this friendship, it WILL never be the same. it will be awkward, weird and simply different. having to secure such a long friendship with someone who's so close to you for years, someone who used to be a part of yourself, and then in a minute, it all just went pfft like that, well it's hard. yet life goes on. there's no point agonizing about something that brings us nowhere (although it's worth agonizing about it for the first few weeks). as for now, i don't wanna care about anything else but to go on with my life (hopefully i can). life is just too short for me to waste time in this. i was told that life is just so unpredictable. yes it's true. and i was told to enjoy every second in life and do whatever that makes me happy. so i'm trying to not to grieve about this too much since it'll bring me to nowhere. i'll learn to accept it and go on with my life. perhaps this is what God wanted it to be, perhaps it's a learning path that God has created. i think...it's the end of it. take care, my good old friend..

"sorry guys for being sandwiched in between us two. i know it's very hard for you people, but...sorry."

lately the weather has gone crazy and everyone is falling sick. so was i. i was sick from 27th July (my off day ar) for 1 whole week. INSANE!! but the i-think-i'm-a-superwoman ME did not go to the doctor because i thought it's nothing big. it first started with the pain i had on my back. i think i accidently sprained my back when i sneezed. so 'keng' right? i tried using Yoko Yoko but it did not work. it then developed into fever due to the pain and i kinda lost my appetite too. =(

on the 30th July, i had to force myself up and go to work with all the pain and headache i had. it's torturing but luckily, it was a short day (very short shift). however, i was on standby from 31st July till 2nd August and i was called up to work on 31st July. fortunately it was another short day and my fellow colleagues were so nice that they kept making me laughed and eventually, i forgot about the pain i had. people said that laughter is the best medicine, i kinda believe in that because once i got home, i fell terribly sick again. luckily a friend came to the rescue. "thanks for all the sms-es you sent. really helps a lot." thank God they did not called me up on 1st August or i'll die straight away. i knew i should see the doctor by now and so i decided to go home on the 2nd August after my standby (hoping that office will not call me and i can go home and visit the doctor). but no, stupid officer called me in the end and i've got to work. bah....what a life.

the thing is i've never been so sick for so long in my entire life (i guess). and losing my appetite altogether, that's crazy. so from 45kg (i know i'm underweight, so what), i shed 2kg in a week and that makes me 43kg. (@_@) BUT once i recovered since 2 days ago, i gained my appetite back and now i'm back to 45kg!! extra 2kg in just 2 days?!! that's amazing!!