i'm here to announce that i'm no longer staying in Bukit Jalil coz....my friend's mom asked me to move out. reason given was her son is moving back to stay in Bukit Jalil, so it is not very convenient for me to stay there. like what the toot...her step son used to stay there also what. so what is so inconvenient leh. actually i don't know, don't care la. just moved out la.
so my dear friends, i know you people must be so surprised to know about this. me too. you must be wondering why. i'm sure you wanna know why did i moved out. i wanted to know why too. wonder no more, don't ask me why as i couldn't provide you with the proper answer as well. it's either you go ask my friend's mom and tell me why, or just don't bother.
p/s: btw, she (the friend whose mom asked me to move out) and i are still friends. i do not wish that this incident will somehow affect our friendship. after all, it's between me and her mom.
Friday, June 20, 2008
He's back! He's fine! thank God! it was in the morning of 18th June 2008 that i saw His name in the list again, after months of checking and waiting. frankly speaking, i've been looking for His name in the list every time i reported for duty ever since things between us turned sour. not that i'm still hoping for something. NO. it was just out of curiosity. just being concern, as a friend. (OMG Trish...what were you thinking!! *slap forehead*) anyway, yes, i'm not hoping for anything but seriously, just trying to care for a friend.
it has been what...4 months or so since we last met and hear from each other. seeing His name in the list that morning did gave me a great sense of relief. it means that He's fine, He's doing good. He's back on duty. He underwent a minor knee surgery (knee arthroscopy) end of February 2008. i know nothing about his condition or what-so-ever. all i knew was He'll be on medical leave for 6 weeks and He'll start working again in April; that was according to Him from His very last email that He sent to me. since then, i've been looking for His name in the list every time i reported for duty, but never spotted it in April or May, not until that morning, on 18th June 2008.
"i'm glad to know that you're fine and that you're back. however, i do not wish to see you, what more to work with you, though i know that some day we will be. darn...it's gonna be hard".
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"my dear friends, thanks for the birthday celebration! totally never expect it. it was fun. and thanks for welcoming me into the D-group (or wateva you guys called that as, you know what i mean). had a blast!! thanks guys. luv y'all!! muaxX!
not forgetting Mr.Tengku Faszli, thanks for celebrating my birthday with me in Kuantan. the McD's hot banana pie and filet-o-fish as my birthday cake? something new. haha...thankss."
The view from my room's balcony, room 2209 Hyatt Regency Kuantan Resort.
it has been what...4 months or so since we last met and hear from each other. seeing His name in the list that morning did gave me a great sense of relief. it means that He's fine, He's doing good. He's back on duty. He underwent a minor knee surgery (knee arthroscopy) end of February 2008. i know nothing about his condition or what-so-ever. all i knew was He'll be on medical leave for 6 weeks and He'll start working again in April; that was according to Him from His very last email that He sent to me. since then, i've been looking for His name in the list every time i reported for duty, but never spotted it in April or May, not until that morning, on 18th June 2008.
"i'm glad to know that you're fine and that you're back. however, i do not wish to see you, what more to work with you, though i know that some day we will be. darn...it's gonna be hard".
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"my dear friends, thanks for the birthday celebration! totally never expect it. it was fun. and thanks for welcoming me into the D-group (or wateva you guys called that as, you know what i mean). had a blast!! thanks guys. luv y'all!! muaxX!
not forgetting Mr.Tengku Faszli, thanks for celebrating my birthday with me in Kuantan. the McD's hot banana pie and filet-o-fish as my birthday cake? something new. haha...thankss."
The view from my room's balcony, room 2209 Hyatt Regency Kuantan Resort.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
baBY...oH so CuTe..
a few days ago, i received a forwarded email from a friend of pictures of babies. i find this one particular picture exceptionally adorable. look lOOk LOOK...
isn't this tiny lil creature adorable? sooo CUTE.
talking about babies, i love babies. they're just too cute to hate. seeing babies can just make you smile/happy whole day, what more if that baby is yours. of course i love them when they behave well. when one started crying, that's it, so irritating and annoying. but if that baby is yours, i think that's a different story. haha... sounds like a desperate mama wannabe. but yeah, i'm not going to deny the fact that i wanted to be a mother someday. i wanted to get pregnant, i wanted to give birth, i wanted to milk my baby, i wanted to spank he/she if he/she misbehave, i wanted to kiss my baby everyday, i wanted to shower my baby with lotsa endless love and care, i wanted to see my baby grows up......the list goes on and on. i don't care, i wanted to be a mother someday, even if i did not get married. *choy choy* but who knows right? so ya, i don't mind becoming a single parent.
note: "HC, if you're reading this, stop laughing!"
isn't this tiny lil creature adorable? sooo CUTE.
talking about babies, i love babies. they're just too cute to hate. seeing babies can just make you smile/happy whole day, what more if that baby is yours. of course i love them when they behave well. when one started crying, that's it, so irritating and annoying. but if that baby is yours, i think that's a different story. haha... sounds like a desperate mama wannabe. but yeah, i'm not going to deny the fact that i wanted to be a mother someday. i wanted to get pregnant, i wanted to give birth, i wanted to milk my baby, i wanted to spank he/she if he/she misbehave, i wanted to kiss my baby everyday, i wanted to shower my baby with lotsa endless love and care, i wanted to see my baby grows up......the list goes on and on. i don't care, i wanted to be a mother someday, even if i did not get married. *choy choy* but who knows right? so ya, i don't mind becoming a single parent.
note: "HC, if you're reading this, stop laughing!"
Monday, June 02, 2008
Zuo Ren Bu Jian Tan...
to be a nice/good person is never easy. if you’re nice, people might think that you’re trying to get something from them, you’re using them to get benefits. people might start to doubt your honesty and your actions. people might think that you’re being fake and pretentious. worse of all, people will still talk about you even if your nice, genuinely. if you’re mean/bad, people will definitely talk about you.
i’m not saying that i am a good person. however, i’m trying my level best to be one. i believe every human makes mistakes. i myself made mistakes before. some are so big that i can never expect people to forgive me for what i’ve done. i’ve done things that no one will ever thought that i’ll did it. i’ve done things that no one can ever forgive me. i’ve done things that can hurt others’ feelings and jeopardize one’s happiness. for what i’ve done, i’m sorry if i ever hurt anyone of you. i just couldn’t help it, as we humans, make mistakes. what’s really important is you know that you’re wrong. and you’ll try to make things right, which is what i’m trying to do, which i hope that i have the courage and strength to learn from mistakes and never do it again.
i’ve done this one particular mistake twice. i’ve never learnt the mistake from the first lesson. i did the same mistake again, for the second time. it was hard. i can never control myself at that time. the reason behind the whole thing was...i just couldn’t help it, and for sure, i was stupid. BUT that, is not an excuse. it can never be an excuse. i’ve made mistake means i’m wrong. i’m the kind of person who believes in karma. what goes around comes around. i know i’ll be punished someday for what i’ve done. till then, i can never blame anyone else but me. i am trying to be a good person, although being good is never easy. at least i try. afterall, i'm only a human.
humans are complex and complicated. it’s not easy to understand one. therefore, who are we to judge a person? how sure are we if we’re to say that a person is right or wrong, good or bad? what's important is that you know what you’re doing and never regret for the action taken. if you’re wrong, learn from mistake. try to make things right. if you’re right, lucky you then. whatever you do, till the end it’s between you and God.
p/s: sorry, suddenly so emo. dunno what i'm trying to talk about too actually. bah...
i’m not saying that i am a good person. however, i’m trying my level best to be one. i believe every human makes mistakes. i myself made mistakes before. some are so big that i can never expect people to forgive me for what i’ve done. i’ve done things that no one will ever thought that i’ll did it. i’ve done things that no one can ever forgive me. i’ve done things that can hurt others’ feelings and jeopardize one’s happiness. for what i’ve done, i’m sorry if i ever hurt anyone of you. i just couldn’t help it, as we humans, make mistakes. what’s really important is you know that you’re wrong. and you’ll try to make things right, which is what i’m trying to do, which i hope that i have the courage and strength to learn from mistakes and never do it again.
i’ve done this one particular mistake twice. i’ve never learnt the mistake from the first lesson. i did the same mistake again, for the second time. it was hard. i can never control myself at that time. the reason behind the whole thing was...i just couldn’t help it, and for sure, i was stupid. BUT that, is not an excuse. it can never be an excuse. i’ve made mistake means i’m wrong. i’m the kind of person who believes in karma. what goes around comes around. i know i’ll be punished someday for what i’ve done. till then, i can never blame anyone else but me. i am trying to be a good person, although being good is never easy. at least i try. afterall, i'm only a human.
humans are complex and complicated. it’s not easy to understand one. therefore, who are we to judge a person? how sure are we if we’re to say that a person is right or wrong, good or bad? what's important is that you know what you’re doing and never regret for the action taken. if you’re wrong, learn from mistake. try to make things right. if you’re right, lucky you then. whatever you do, till the end it’s between you and God.
p/s: sorry, suddenly so emo. dunno what i'm trying to talk about too actually. bah...
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