after all the syok-sendiri-dan-sendiri-cari-pasal heartbroken incident, i think i seriously deserve a break, a holiday. i wanna getaway from this sad sad land for a while. at least something to keep my mind busy and not think about the whole thing (though i know i'll still think..duh). i was suppose to go to Gold Coast yet again. but it's cancelled for the freaking...i dunno how many hundred times already. I'M SO NOT GOING TO AUSTRALIA AGAIN!!! not with her of course. who her?? don't care.

neways..i'm going to Canada, hopefully, since i've got a week leave end of the month (FINALLY!!!), plus 2 days off before and a day off after my leave. in total i'm off for 10 days. chose Canada because Lee San is there. still waiting to get my tickets and visa done. once i've got my visa and tickets, i'm all good to go.

THE END..

He finally explained what happened on the 26th Feb, thru email. at least now i know what happened, though His explanation seems a lil vague. another email on the 5th March tells me more. and it's obvious and official that we've come to an end.
~i love the way you teased me, but it'll never happen again~
"goodbye my dear friend!!"

Todd Rundgren
Can We Still Be Friends

We can't play this game anymore
But can we still be friends
Things just can't go on like before
But can we still be friends
We had something to learn
Now it's time for the wheel to turn
Grains of sand, one by one
Before you know it, all gone

Let's admit we made a mistake
But can we still be friends
Heartbreak's never easy to take
But can we still be friends
It's a strange, sad affair
Sometimes seems like we just don't care
Don't waste time feeling hurt
We've been through hell together

Can we still get together sometime
You know life will still go on and on and on

We awoke from our dream
Things are not always what they seem
Memories linger on
It's like a sweet, sad old song