New Castle Baybeh

so i'm in New Castle now and i must say that i hate all the memories that keep flashing back to me once i've step my foot into Heathrow Airport. it makes me wonder if i should be happy or sad to be back here again. all the feelings turn upside down, they're making me crazy. i think i'm thinking and feeling too much. these should stop.

so from Heathrow, we (Mum, Dad and i) headed straight to Victoria Coach Station to catch a coach to New Castle. i tell you, 13hours flight + 6 hours coach ride killed us all. already my bum is flat, after more than 20 hours sitting (19 hours + a couple of hours sitting at the station), i swear my bum is getting flatter by 2 inches now. serious shit!! we'll be spending most of our time in New Castle. we'll only be back to London on the 24th noon. at least we still have the whole evening and the whole noon on the 25th to spend before catching our flight back to Malaysia.

sighh..and once again, i don't know if i should be glad to be back here. being here again, it brought back many many things. things that i shouldn't remember but i'm remembering them still. i can never tell how much i miss London, how much i miss every little single moment that i've been thru, be it alone or with my friends. sometimes i just wished that i'm never here at the first place. at least i wouldn't be so nostalgic like now. whatever it is, we can never deny the fact that, i was here before...

alright, i'm going to Hong Kong or Taiwan no more. instead, i'm going to London bay beh... so office approved my leave application and the thought of going to Hong Kong or Taiwan has been changed to London. we've got our tickets already; Mum, Dad and i will be leaving for London on the 19th and be back on the 25th. so why changed to London all of a sudden?? i mean good la, i always wanted to go back there and now it's the time. well we're going to New Castle first, Mum and Dad wanted to visit bro first. we'll be there for a couple of days and then back to London for another couple of days before coming back here again. can't wait to go back to London.

~~LoNdOn BaY bEh...HeRe I cOmE...~~

p/s: i'm gonna be so FARKIN' broke man...darn.. but luckily Daddy will sponsor some money. hahaha...

June's Baby

You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around (really??). You love to make new friends and be outgoing (quite true). You are a great flirt (you've gotta be kiddin' me) and more than likely have a very attractive partner (where is he then?). A wicked hottie (rofl). It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! (this is really funny) In the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

[Source: from a forwarded mail]

dinner at SOULed OUT with jie and Nikki yesterday evening (to celebrate jie's birthday which was on the 8th August). fish and chips for me, chicken chop for Nikki and curry laksa and dunno what beef stew for jie, and 3 of us shared an 8 inch pizza. 4 other friends came later and they had 3 jugs of beer while me, i had a glass of ice lemon tea (don't really like beer). after dinner, jie, Nikki, Beh and i headed to Matrix at Phileo Damansara for pool. it's been quite some time since we, the "Sam Chi Mui" hung out together. "ah ne, although you're not one of the "Sam Chi Mui" but you're always with us, but you la, balik Segamat dunno for what. dinner's on you when you're back. hehe..." =P

::~*HaPpY bElAtEd BiRtHdAy, JiE!!*~::

check this video out, super hilarious. *roflmao* saw it from xes' blog.

Japanese's English

i don't understand, how can a human be so unfaithful in a relationship? how can he/she be so disloyal and cheats behind his/her partner's back? being in a relationship, i believe TRUST is very very important. however, some of them do not understand the meaning of the word "TRUST". how can some betrayed the trust and go having fun with someone else and acted as if it's a very normal thing?! wouldn't they feel guilty? if they are SINGLE, i wouldn't even care if they go flirt around 24/7. but when you're attached, that i really don't understand.

last Sunday, a friend asked me and Rosh out for a drink at Cafe Flam. he brought two of his friends (a gal and a guy) along and one of them (the gal) turns out to be someone i knew. my impression of her was good until that night, the whole good impression was gone. all went down the drain. she has a bf but she can still go all around touchy with my friend and the other guy. it's normal if you dance with guys but she was too over; dirty dancing with both of them (this i don't really mind), but she went hugging this one guy, went all over him then changed to my friend and did the same thing. omg...i just couldn't stand looking at her. there's this time when Rosh told me that she saw that gal kissing the other guy. OMG!! best thing is she's staying with her bf. so that night, we don't know whether she went back to her bf or went home with the other guy coz Rosh and i left quite early. i mean if she's single, i wouldn't give a damn, but she's in a RELATIONSHIP. doesn't she feels guilty?

ok i've been talking too much that it makes me wonder, will i be doing the same thing like her? go flirting around even when i'm attached? i mean i know it's wrong (for now), but what if i'm to do the same thing one day, when i'm attached? gosh...too much thinking. better stop now..

i've never felt this way towards a guy his age before. i don't know what's wrong with me. i think i'm going crazy. i know this is not real. i know the feelings that i'm having now won't last long; it's just an infatuation. i know. guess it all happens just because of the way he treated me; very very sweet, he made me feels like a princess. of course he's not the only one, many have been treating me really nice, but somehow, he's different. the whole thing lasted for more than a week already, i hope it'll be gone soon.