i don't like to be disappointed and i don't like the feeling of disappointment. i mean who likes that anyway? being disappointed for a particular matter for once is ok. but if it happens over and over again over the same matter, that really suck. on the 2nd Oct, i decided to ask Trey out for dinner for her birthday, when she told me that she couldn't make it because she's going to have dinner with her family for her birthday too. that i understand and i'm fine with it. then the next day, i wanted to ask her out again for dinner and this time, she couldn't make it again because she's going to have dinner with her family as the dinner on the 2nd was canceled. her brother wasn't free so they're going to have it on the 3rd, that was yesterday. as for today, before i decided to leave my house to find her (i wanted to give her a surprise actually), i gave her a call instead, you know just in case she's not free. i was glad to actually called her first before i leave, as she's going to her friend's house to celebrate her friend's baby's Lunar Birthday. YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME!! you know how hard it was to be disappointed for 3 times straight?! then you must be wondering, why dinner and not lunch or whateva? well don't ask me why for i do not know how to tell you. that's just part of the plan, the plan i have in my head. ya plan, you see, NEVER EVER PLAN! SHIT!! anyhow there's no one to be blamed. i can't blame her, but i must say that i'm disappointed. this sucks!!