He's back! He's fine! thank God! it was in the morning of 18th June 2008 that i saw His name in the list again, after months of checking and waiting. frankly speaking, i've been looking for His name in the list every time i reported for duty ever since things between us turned sour. not that i'm still hoping for something. NO. it was just out of curiosity. just being concern, as a friend. (OMG Trish...what were you thinking!! *slap forehead*) anyway, yes, i'm not hoping for anything but seriously, just trying to care for a friend.

it has been what...4 months or so since we last met and hear from each other. seeing His name in the list that morning did gave me a great sense of relief. it means that He's fine, He's doing good. He's back on duty. He underwent a minor knee surgery (knee arthroscopy) end of February 2008. i know nothing about his condition or what-so-ever. all i knew was He'll be on medical leave for 6 weeks and He'll start working again in April; that was according to Him from His very last email that He sent to me. since then, i've been looking for His name in the list every time i reported for duty, but never spotted it in April or May, not until that morning, on 18th June 2008.

"i'm glad to know that you're fine and that you're back. however, i do not wish to see you, what more to work with you, though i know that some day we will be. darn...it's gonna be hard".

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"my dear friends, thanks for the birthday celebration! totally never expect it. it was fun. and thanks for welcoming me into the D-group (or wateva you guys called that as, you know what i mean). had a blast!! thanks guys. luv y'all!! muaxX!

not forgetting Mr.Tengku Faszli, thanks for celebrating my birthday with me in Kuantan. the McD's hot banana pie and filet-o-fish as my birthday cake? something new. haha...thankss."


The view from my room's balcony, room 2209 Hyatt Regency Kuantan Resort.