it's so sad to know that i'm the only one left in the "Unemployed Society" among all my friends. such a loser. well there's still no news regarding the jobs i applied for and interviewed. so frustrating. no news from job B at all, and i'll take that as i'm rejected. the job that i went for the interview the other day, which according to my friend that the chances are quite high, seems to be not true enough. no news no news no news. it's already 2 weeks and... ah bummer...

i always have the thought to do something that i can't do - to be involved in the entertainment industry. something i wanted to do which i can't do. a singer? nah..i can't sing. act? i can't act, no skills. spokesperson? bla bla bla...whatever. just dream on. live in my own fantasy..