An Absurd Wish

i remembered saying that i do not wish to see Him again. but now that i’m leaving, i wish and i wanted to see Him, at least for once, for the very last time before i leave. honestly, i still think of Him. but i'm trying real hard to get over it, trust me, i've tried and it's not easy. i need more time.

"HC, i know you’re so gonna kill me. and you're right, i'm living in denial. what i used to say were all blatant lies."