why can't these people open their eyes widely and see clearly that I'M A FREAKING CHINESE!! i thought that it's over since i've never heard anything about this for months. but no, it will never stop, it will never come to an end. it's inevitable. huhuu....i'm so pissed that i can curse the whole world. grrrRR....

i finished work pretty late yesterday and took a cab back home. the cab driver decided to stop by the gas station to pump some fuel. since there's a drive-thru McD and i was so hungry, i decided to go grab something for myself. when i was walking out from the restaurant and heading towards the cab, a man approached me and handed me a book. i shook my head and walked away. but that man doesn't give up, he followed me and insisted that i should take the book and he said that it's FREE. to stop him from annoying me, i decided to take the book and ciao. just as i was about to take the book, that man said that i should give him some money, for donation. WTF MAN!! didn't you just mentioned that the book is for FREE?! crazy fella still asked for money, for donation. what's the point saying that it's free then, you tell me. so out of curiousity, i was wondering what's so special about the book that i was holding. had a look at it and the front page itself is written in Jawi. -_-"" felt insulted and offended, i seriously feel like throwing the book right at his face. and of course, i did not. handed it back to him and said "saya orang Cina la" (i'm a Chinese). 'pengsan' ok.

then this morning, while i was waiting for my cab to work, another stupid guy came to me just to ask, "you Melayu kah?". war lau eh...*vomit blood* i replied, "CHINESE LA, YOU STUPID!!" no offence to others, (i'm the one who got offended leh), but it's plain stupid lor. just because i was wearing kebaya at that time, that doesn't mean that i'm a Malay. it's like if you're wearing a cheongsam, it doesn't mean that you're a Chinese, and same goes to wearing a saree or punjabi salwar suit, that doesn't mean that you're an Indian. so open your eyes and see nicely people. i'm very fair and i look so Chinese ok.