i have no idea why am i creating this blog, but i'm doing it anyway, so here i am.

T text me yesterday, she said A is in town and want us to meet up this Saturday. why can't T understand? she knew that A and i aren't that close and there's no way we're gonna get better. and of course she knew that i dislike A. still she's telling me stuff about her. alright i'm sure T's not blind, cause most of the time when she mentions about A, i will not be very happy. but why is she still doing all these? ok i know she's trying to be nice, she's caring, she really hopes that A and i can get along like we used to be, but can't she see that there's actually no hope between me and A? it's over and i mean it...it's OVER. i tried to forgive and forget like T did, but i just can't since A did not appreciate every opportunities i gave. fed up with all these. it's just not worth having such a friend around. i believe in quality and not quantity. so i chose to let her go instead. well T and A are still good friends even after what A had done to T but that's fine with me. it's her choice, and i respect her. i dislike A doesn't mean that T should do the same. so i have my own choice too but why can't T just stop, and understand? well i don't know should i go this Saturday. if i did not, T might not be happy, but if i did, then i might not be happy. sigh...