after all the syok-sendiri-dan-sendiri-cari-pasal heartbroken incident, i think i seriously deserve a break, a holiday. i wanna getaway from this sad sad land for a while. at least something to keep my mind busy and not think about the whole thing (though i know i'll still think..duh). i was suppose to go to Gold Coast yet again. but it's cancelled for the freaking...i dunno how many hundred times already. I'M SO NOT GOING TO AUSTRALIA AGAIN!!! not with her of course. who her?? don't care.
neways..i'm going to Canada, hopefully, since i've got a week leave end of the month (FINALLY!!!), plus 2 days off before and a day off after my leave. in total i'm off for 10 days. chose Canada because Lee San is there. still waiting to get my tickets and visa done. once i've got my visa and tickets, i'm all good to go.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
THE END..
He finally explained what happened on the 26th Feb, thru email. at least now i know what happened, though His explanation seems a lil vague. another email on the 5th March tells me more. and it's obvious and official that we've come to an end.
~i love the way you teased me, but it'll never happen again~
"goodbye my dear friend!!"
~i love the way you teased me, but it'll never happen again~
"goodbye my dear friend!!"
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Todd Rundgren
Can We Still Be Friends
We can't play this game anymore
But can we still be friends
Things just can't go on like before
But can we still be friends
We had something to learn
Now it's time for the wheel to turn
Grains of sand, one by one
Before you know it, all gone
Let's admit we made a mistake
But can we still be friends
Heartbreak's never easy to take
But can we still be friends
It's a strange, sad affair
Sometimes seems like we just don't care
Don't waste time feeling hurt
We've been through hell together
Can we still get together sometime
You know life will still go on and on and on
We awoke from our dream
Things are not always what they seem
Memories linger on
It's like a sweet, sad old song
Can We Still Be Friends
We can't play this game anymore
But can we still be friends
Things just can't go on like before
But can we still be friends
We had something to learn
Now it's time for the wheel to turn
Grains of sand, one by one
Before you know it, all gone
Let's admit we made a mistake
But can we still be friends
Heartbreak's never easy to take
But can we still be friends
It's a strange, sad affair
Sometimes seems like we just don't care
Don't waste time feeling hurt
We've been through hell together
Can we still get together sometime
You know life will still go on and on and on
We awoke from our dream
Things are not always what they seem
Memories linger on
It's like a sweet, sad old song
Friday, February 29, 2008
I almost got myself killed...
i couldn't remember what time it was, but it was late at night on 26th Feb. i was sleeping at my place in Bukit Jalil and felt like peeing, so i woke up and dragged myself to the door. i unlocked the doorknob, opened and closed the door and went to the loo. when i was about the enter my room again, there it was...i couldn't opened the door. i tried twisting the doorknob again, to my horror, the door was locked. i must have accidently locked the doorknob after unlocking it just now. I WAS SO FUCKED!!
suddenly i was wide awake, eyes wide opened, heart was beating like crazy and i told myself, "I'M SO DEAD!!". no one's at home, my phone was in the room, we don't have a house phone, my keys were in the room too. there's nothing i can do. it's around midnight and neighbours must have been sleeping. even if they're awake, i couldn't call for help because i did not have the key to the main door. and all i knew was, i need to get in to the room.
there were times when i went nuts. i knew. thank God. twice, i actually went over to the balcony and decided to climb over and enter my room through the window. crazy, i know. but i was lucky because my conscious hit me at the right time. otherwise, i'll be one of the main highlights in the paper the next day. no, i'm not joking. i looked at the window, then looked down, climbed on the chair in the balcony and i tried to figure a way, a strategy to climb over. fyi, i live on the 19th floor. during that two times, i heard voices telling me that i'm not a super hero, i can't fly, i'll definitely fall and die. i stepped down from the chair and thank God for not doing so. no, it's not funny.
i finally managed to find a screwdriver. without hesitation and thinking about the after consequences, with all my might, i tried anything i could to open the door. i kicked, i thumped, i pricked, everything... i was soaking wet, like totally wet with sweat. it took me hours and i finally managed to get myself in. THANK GOD!! i wasn't happy, i wasn't relieved, i felt nothing, i totally felt numb.
grabbed my towel, took a shower. came out, decided to give Him a call, but then i knew, i shouldn't. took two panadols and went to bed. i knew my body will ache the following day and it's true. when i woke up the following day, my body ached like crazy. when i showered, i noticed bruises all over my body. then i took a look at the door, i knew i'm in deep shit. my friend's mom is so going to kill me. fyi, she already dislikes me, i'm in her blacklist. but i must let her know, so i called her and told her about everything. told her that i'll pay for the new door too. and yeah, my friend told me that her parents were pretty mad at me. but i guess all that matters now is, i'm still alive.
suddenly i was wide awake, eyes wide opened, heart was beating like crazy and i told myself, "I'M SO DEAD!!". no one's at home, my phone was in the room, we don't have a house phone, my keys were in the room too. there's nothing i can do. it's around midnight and neighbours must have been sleeping. even if they're awake, i couldn't call for help because i did not have the key to the main door. and all i knew was, i need to get in to the room.
there were times when i went nuts. i knew. thank God. twice, i actually went over to the balcony and decided to climb over and enter my room through the window. crazy, i know. but i was lucky because my conscious hit me at the right time. otherwise, i'll be one of the main highlights in the paper the next day. no, i'm not joking. i looked at the window, then looked down, climbed on the chair in the balcony and i tried to figure a way, a strategy to climb over. fyi, i live on the 19th floor. during that two times, i heard voices telling me that i'm not a super hero, i can't fly, i'll definitely fall and die. i stepped down from the chair and thank God for not doing so. no, it's not funny.
i finally managed to find a screwdriver. without hesitation and thinking about the after consequences, with all my might, i tried anything i could to open the door. i kicked, i thumped, i pricked, everything... i was soaking wet, like totally wet with sweat. it took me hours and i finally managed to get myself in. THANK GOD!! i wasn't happy, i wasn't relieved, i felt nothing, i totally felt numb.
grabbed my towel, took a shower. came out, decided to give Him a call, but then i knew, i shouldn't. took two panadols and went to bed. i knew my body will ache the following day and it's true. when i woke up the following day, my body ached like crazy. when i showered, i noticed bruises all over my body. then i took a look at the door, i knew i'm in deep shit. my friend's mom is so going to kill me. fyi, she already dislikes me, i'm in her blacklist. but i must let her know, so i called her and told her about everything. told her that i'll pay for the new door too. and yeah, my friend told me that her parents were pretty mad at me. but i guess all that matters now is, i'm still alive.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
this morning after work, i was supposed to head back straight but being such a busybody, i couldn’t resist but to stop and made a phone call to Rosh to inform her about what i’ve just found out during work (some huge issue regarding a friend of ours). as usual when the two of us started talking, we went yapping like 2 crazy homo sapiens and don't care about what's happening around us.
a while later, i noticed someone was walking towards me and there He was, standing right in front of me. trying to be rude and ignorant, i continued talking to Rosh on the phone for around a minute, hoping that He will walk away. i just don’t think that i can bare the pain seeing Him again.
yup, something went wrong which i don’t know what, as i’ve been left with nothing except for worries and curiosities for the past 3 weeks. although a part of me wanted to see Him so badly, hoping to get an explanation on what happened to US, or should i just quote it as Him and i, but the other part of me wanted Him to go away, just walked away and leave me alone as if He doesn't see me. instead He was glued there, waiting for me.
i hung up and tried to be cool and calm. He was apologizing and telling me that He wanted to speak to me so badly. He was saying that He wanted us both to sit and talk; which i doubt, will it happen? and if it really does, i wonder when. before i could tell Him that He doesn’t owe me an apology but instead He owes me an explanation, He blurted that He felt bad leaving me just like that without any explanation. CRAP!! so i asked for an explanation. but He said that He couldn’t do it now, well at that time. i understand perfectly, He’s not trying to find a way to escape from explaining, but He really couldn’t explain it to me at that time as He gotta work. in the end, we bid farewell (awkwardly) and walked away in a different direction.
i left without an explanation given. i left without knowing what went wrong. i left feeling so stupid and angry. i left feeling the pain, the sadness, and at some point i just don’t know what was i feeling, the feeling was just indescribable. i feel like ripping out my heart and throw it away. i don’t want to feel anymore...
a while later, i noticed someone was walking towards me and there He was, standing right in front of me. trying to be rude and ignorant, i continued talking to Rosh on the phone for around a minute, hoping that He will walk away. i just don’t think that i can bare the pain seeing Him again.
yup, something went wrong which i don’t know what, as i’ve been left with nothing except for worries and curiosities for the past 3 weeks. although a part of me wanted to see Him so badly, hoping to get an explanation on what happened to US, or should i just quote it as Him and i, but the other part of me wanted Him to go away, just walked away and leave me alone as if He doesn't see me. instead He was glued there, waiting for me.
i hung up and tried to be cool and calm. He was apologizing and telling me that He wanted to speak to me so badly. He was saying that He wanted us both to sit and talk; which i doubt, will it happen? and if it really does, i wonder when. before i could tell Him that He doesn’t owe me an apology but instead He owes me an explanation, He blurted that He felt bad leaving me just like that without any explanation. CRAP!! so i asked for an explanation. but He said that He couldn’t do it now, well at that time. i understand perfectly, He’s not trying to find a way to escape from explaining, but He really couldn’t explain it to me at that time as He gotta work. in the end, we bid farewell (awkwardly) and walked away in a different direction.
i left without an explanation given. i left without knowing what went wrong. i left feeling so stupid and angry. i left feeling the pain, the sadness, and at some point i just don’t know what was i feeling, the feeling was just indescribable. i feel like ripping out my heart and throw it away. i don’t want to feel anymore...
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
i can sense that lately, something is just ain't right. something huge is happening; something that i hope that it will never happen happens. i hope i'm wrong.
"i want to know what's happening. don't keep me waiting, leaving me with much worries and curiousities. don't keep quiet and disapper. at least tell me what's wrong."
sigh...
"i want to know what's happening. don't keep me waiting, leaving me with much worries and curiousities. don't keep quiet and disapper. at least tell me what's wrong."
sigh...
Sunday, February 10, 2008
no, i didn’t go to Kuching and no, i wasn’t all alone in Bukit Jalil. in fact, i went back to Klang and stayed at home with my elder sis while the family balik kampung. as usual we had reunion dinner on the eve’s of CNY, and we went to the temple in the morning of the first day of CNY before the family balik kampung, whereas sis and i balik rumah. thought i wouldn’t die of boredom since i have internet at home, but heck i was so wrong because the connection was down for freaking 2 days. they're in holidays mood too, WTF. sis was out whole day with her friends while me, the lone ranger was at home all alone. in the evening of the first day of CNY, i had pizza from Pizza Hut for crying out loud. so kesian right?
then on the second day i almost died, not until when Rosh called and told me that she’s freaking bored too. thus she decided to come over to Klang and i drove us to AEON Bukit Tinggi aka Jusco Bukit Tinggi. YES, read it right, I DROVE. if you’re wondering why it’s such a big deal? stop wondering because...it’s just plain boring story. we then hopped over to Friendster Cafe in Sunway for dinner before heading back to Bukit Jalil as i'll be working the next day. well that’s how i spent my wonderful CNY this year.
::~Gong Xi Fa Chai~::
then on the second day i almost died, not until when Rosh called and told me that she’s freaking bored too. thus she decided to come over to Klang and i drove us to AEON Bukit Tinggi aka Jusco Bukit Tinggi. YES, read it right, I DROVE. if you’re wondering why it’s such a big deal? stop wondering because...it’s just plain boring story. we then hopped over to Friendster Cafe in Sunway for dinner before heading back to Bukit Jalil as i'll be working the next day. well that’s how i spent my wonderful CNY this year.
::~Gong Xi Fa Chai~::
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
next month is going to be a torturous month for me. schedule is so pack that i'm not even given a chance to breathe. i'll work till i suffocate and die.
so i'm off on CNY, on 6th, 7th and 8th Feb. remember i applied a week leave for CNY last year but stupid company bought all my annual leave? well it's not too bad that they gave me 3 days off then. but it's not enough though, meaning i won't be going back to parents' hometown for CNY again this year. it's been 2 years since i last went back, so this year is going to be my third year then. oh well, i don't really care about it because i don't even wanna go back. just couldn't be bothered.
but but...3 days all alone in Bukit Jalil is going to be sad, huh?? oh well, i guess it's gonna be fine since i have laptop with me though there's no internet connection there. i can play games, watch drama series...ok la. a friend is going to Kuching on 6th Feb. was asked if i would like to follow, at least i won't be so bored right? but i'm not too sure if i should go. if i choose to go, need to spend money pula; air fare, transportation, food...not cheap leh. accommodation provided though but still... sigh..we'll see.
so i'm off on CNY, on 6th, 7th and 8th Feb. remember i applied a week leave for CNY last year but stupid company bought all my annual leave? well it's not too bad that they gave me 3 days off then. but it's not enough though, meaning i won't be going back to parents' hometown for CNY again this year. it's been 2 years since i last went back, so this year is going to be my third year then. oh well, i don't really care about it because i don't even wanna go back. just couldn't be bothered.
but but...3 days all alone in Bukit Jalil is going to be sad, huh?? oh well, i guess it's gonna be fine since i have laptop with me though there's no internet connection there. i can play games, watch drama series...ok la. a friend is going to Kuching on 6th Feb. was asked if i would like to follow, at least i won't be so bored right? but i'm not too sure if i should go. if i choose to go, need to spend money pula; air fare, transportation, food...not cheap leh. accommodation provided though but still... sigh..we'll see.
Monday, January 14, 2008
it’s already the beginning of 2008. a new beginning, a new year. and this reminds me of what a colleague of mine used to tell me last year. not that i totally believe what he says but i just wanna share it coz i find it rather funny. so this colleague of mine knows palmistry and face reading, and he knows about feng shui very well. according to him, he can tell what kind of person you are and what’s your past and future like (scary eh), and he doesn’t simply tell people what he sees. so i’m suppose to be proud la konon. well some of the things he said seems to be quite accurate and some...no no. just like this one thing that he said, totally shocking for both of us of course. he said that from what he sees (of course he did asked things like which year were i born and what's my Chinese zodiac), i’ll be getting married next year which means 2008. well of course when he said 2008, it could be anytime within the year. but but...siao meh?? bf pun tak de, what more getting married in 2008 eh. funny right? ok laugh...hahaha...
~Happy New Year!!~
~Happy New Year!!~
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Christmas
so happy that i was off on Christmas Day just like last year. i was working on Christmas Eve but it's all good since i finished work early. went back and was hoping to get some sleep before Rosie comes to fetch me for dinner with the guys. but while i was on my way back, she called and said that she'll be early. there goes my sleep. i looked so dreadful as i was pretty tired because i didn't get enough sleep on the day before.
we were suppose to have dinner at Chilli's in KLCC. Chris actually went there at 3pm just to get us a table (well they don't take reservation for Christmas, what the toot!!). but the queue was so damn long, luckily Chris came out with plan B, dinner at Manhattan Fish Market.
after dinner we hopped over to Velvet. entered for free, thanks to Chris and Wong. love going 'jeng jeng' with you guys. hehe.. Wong then hopped over to Poppy to meet his friends and i was supposed to join him as my friends were in Rum Jungle. but thanks to my super-killer-high heels (ai sui ma), i decided to say sorry to my friends in Rum Jungle, i'm not going. kaka... we had 2 different groupies in Velvet, super happening night. had fun..
bro aka Patrick is back. ya he told me that he's coming back but he didn't mention like exactly when. then he appeared in Velvet. KNS!! such a failure leh, how to be your sister?? he got me pressies, well of course i got him stuff too. i got him a Patrick (Spongebob's friend leh) and a 'ciplak' aircraft model, B777 1:425.
Spongebob and Patrick.
he got me a bear with candies for Christmas, a keyring from Harrods when he was in London before coming back here, a pack of ciggies (he knows i keep ciggies boxes but he got me soft pack -_-! but nvm..hehe), a box of chocolate liqueurs and a postcard from Denmark which he was supposed to give them to me when he was back in August. whee...i loves receiving gifts. thanks Patrick.
we were suppose to have dinner at Chilli's in KLCC. Chris actually went there at 3pm just to get us a table (well they don't take reservation for Christmas, what the toot!!). but the queue was so damn long, luckily Chris came out with plan B, dinner at Manhattan Fish Market.
after dinner we hopped over to Velvet. entered for free, thanks to Chris and Wong. love going 'jeng jeng' with you guys. hehe.. Wong then hopped over to Poppy to meet his friends and i was supposed to join him as my friends were in Rum Jungle. but thanks to my super-killer-high heels (ai sui ma), i decided to say sorry to my friends in Rum Jungle, i'm not going. kaka... we had 2 different groupies in Velvet, super happening night. had fun..
bro aka Patrick is back. ya he told me that he's coming back but he didn't mention like exactly when. then he appeared in Velvet. KNS!! such a failure leh, how to be your sister?? he got me pressies, well of course i got him stuff too. i got him a Patrick (Spongebob's friend leh) and a 'ciplak' aircraft model, B777 1:425.
Spongebob and Patrick.
he got me a bear with candies for Christmas, a keyring from Harrods when he was in London before coming back here, a pack of ciggies (he knows i keep ciggies boxes but he got me soft pack -_-! but nvm..hehe), a box of chocolate liqueurs and a postcard from Denmark which he was supposed to give them to me when he was back in August. whee...i loves receiving gifts. thanks Patrick.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Christmas Prezzie...
Christmas comes early this year. The Santa came with a surprise gift on 17th morning. it’s a fragrance by Hugo Boss; Hugo XX Woman EDT. though it’s not what i've always wanted (been eyeing on this one particular EDT for so long. well that’s because The Santa doesn’t know), i really do love it as it’s a gift from Santa. although the scent doesn't compliment me much (it's more like a sophisticated career women kinda scent), but hey, at least i know that Santa has put on some efforts thinking of what kind of perfume to get for me, which i really really appreciate, and i'm flattered and touched.
when i got home, i found out that my sister actually has the perfume that i've always wanted; the Blue Ralph EDT by Ralph Lauren. o_O wheee...so now i think it's lucky that Santa did not get me the Ralph EDT. otherwise, we'll have 2 of the same fragrances at home. what's the fun eh? oh and now, i'm starting to love the scent (Hugo XX). it's not that bad after all.
THANK YOU SO MUCH DEAR SANTA!!!
p/s: please do shower me with more gifts, not only on Christmas Day(even when i said i dun wanna. hehe..) *grin*
when i got home, i found out that my sister actually has the perfume that i've always wanted; the Blue Ralph EDT by Ralph Lauren. o_O wheee...so now i think it's lucky that Santa did not get me the Ralph EDT. otherwise, we'll have 2 of the same fragrances at home. what's the fun eh? oh and now, i'm starting to love the scent (Hugo XX). it's not that bad after all.
THANK YOU SO MUCH DEAR SANTA!!!
p/s: please do shower me with more gifts, not only on Christmas Day
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Paracetamoxyfrusebendroneomycin
OMG!! this is freaking funny i tell you. saw this from a friend's friend's friend's blog. (wah seh...so complicated -_-!). this is really addictive and can really drives you nuts after a while.
all together now...
paracetamoxyfrusebendroneomycin...
paracetamoxyfrusebendroneomycin...
it can cure the common cold, and being struck by lightning...
paracetamoxyfrusebendroneomycin...
all together now...
paracetamoxyfrusebendroneomycin...
paracetamoxyfrusebendroneomycin...
it can cure the common cold, and being struck by lightning...
paracetamoxyfrusebendroneomycin...
Thursday, December 06, 2007
"don’t you think that we should stop now, before we fall any deeper and ended up having hard time letting go by then? we both know that it’s hard to let go now (or is it just me), since we’ve already chose to start it. but it’ll be much harder later.
of all the gals in the world, why must you choose me to be your victim? from the start i know that i shouldn’t have let you in to my life. but i wasn’t strong enough, i let you in. i should have been strong, but i’m weak. now that you never choose to go, i’m suppose to be very happy. but confusion strikes. i’m living in confusion, frustration and heartache. you see through me. you know that part of me wanted you to stay, and you know that the bigger part of me wanted you to go. my heart aches every time i think about this. now that i’ve let you in, you do bring joy to my life but you brought pain along as well. i already have trouble bearing the pain now. imagine how hard will it be for me to bear the pain and the lost later? it’s disturbing. therefore, it’s better if i choose to let you go now. it’ll be easier too. yet i’m selfish, i wanted you to be around me. perhaps you showed up at the right time. i was sad and lonely, and you came in. and you assured me that everything will be good and it's worth giving it a try. but i’m lost and doom now. should i go on with this; relax, enjoy and have fun and worry later, or should i worry about the consequences now and just end it quick? please...tell me."
yes, life is short and i’m messing it up.
of all the gals in the world, why must you choose me to be your victim? from the start i know that i shouldn’t have let you in to my life. but i wasn’t strong enough, i let you in. i should have been strong, but i’m weak. now that you never choose to go, i’m suppose to be very happy. but confusion strikes. i’m living in confusion, frustration and heartache. you see through me. you know that part of me wanted you to stay, and you know that the bigger part of me wanted you to go. my heart aches every time i think about this. now that i’ve let you in, you do bring joy to my life but you brought pain along as well. i already have trouble bearing the pain now. imagine how hard will it be for me to bear the pain and the lost later? it’s disturbing. therefore, it’s better if i choose to let you go now. it’ll be easier too. yet i’m selfish, i wanted you to be around me. perhaps you showed up at the right time. i was sad and lonely, and you came in. and you assured me that everything will be good and it's worth giving it a try. but i’m lost and doom now. should i go on with this; relax, enjoy and have fun and worry later, or should i worry about the consequences now and just end it quick? please...tell me."
yes, life is short and i’m messing it up.
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
so i actually went to Singapore. took the last flight on 1st Dec evening and came back on 3rd Dec noon. couldn't stay any longer because all my friends are working on weekdays and i'll be all alone, very boring one leh. plus i was staying at one of my friend's place together with her aunt, and her bro, and her sister-in-law, and her niece. dah la i don't really know them, very hard to communicate and felt so awkward. that's why i decided to come back on 3rd. otherwise could have stayed longer since i've already paid so much for the air ticket. bah...
went to Vivo City with Jia Ling and her aunt on 2nd noon. had nasi padang for the very first time in my life. i've been to Jakarta and Medan but never try it before. Jia Ling recommended it so decided to give it a try. it's their food, fyi Jia Ling is an Indonesian. it turned out to be yummy. had cendol too. kuat makan gila. such a glutton.
we then went to City Hall, met up with 2 other friends; Chardy and Ferina. eh...come to think of it, those whom i met are all Indonesians. was supposed to meet Ganesh too, but guess he must be really busy that he didn't even reply the 2 sms-es that i sent. well the Indonesians and i, we were classmates when we were studying in Inti College Subang Jaya in 2000. Ferina left us in 2001 and went to Inti College Nilai. i left for UK in 2003 while Ferina left for Australia. the others stayed in Malaysia. after graduating, most of the Indonesians went to Singapore to work. same goes to Ferina after she graduated from Aussie. i'm the only one living in Malaysia now. glad that we're still in touch. anyhow, we only managed to chat for 1 hour as Chardy has a wedding dinner to attend, Ferina has appointment with her bf and we (Jia Ling, her aunt and i) have to meet up with Santi and her husband for dinner.
so what's for dinner? we were supposed to have hawker food at the kopitiam nearby, but the place was full gila babi. we couldn't move to another kopitiam as Santi is heavily pregnant, expecting her baby boy in January next year. btw, congratulations to you and your hubby. so we ended up having McDonald's which is just next to the full-gila-babi punya kopitiam.
although the trip wasn't that interesting, but meeting up with the guys again, after soooooo long was great. of course, it'll be much better if we could have spent more time together. perhaps next time, when you guys come over to Malaysia for a visit. take care my dear friends...
went to Vivo City with Jia Ling and her aunt on 2nd noon. had nasi padang for the very first time in my life. i've been to Jakarta and Medan but never try it before. Jia Ling recommended it so decided to give it a try. it's their food, fyi Jia Ling is an Indonesian. it turned out to be yummy. had cendol too. kuat makan gila. such a glutton.
we then went to City Hall, met up with 2 other friends; Chardy and Ferina. eh...come to think of it, those whom i met are all Indonesians. was supposed to meet Ganesh too, but guess he must be really busy that he didn't even reply the 2 sms-es that i sent. well the Indonesians and i, we were classmates when we were studying in Inti College Subang Jaya in 2000. Ferina left us in 2001 and went to Inti College Nilai. i left for UK in 2003 while Ferina left for Australia. the others stayed in Malaysia. after graduating, most of the Indonesians went to Singapore to work. same goes to Ferina after she graduated from Aussie. i'm the only one living in Malaysia now. glad that we're still in touch. anyhow, we only managed to chat for 1 hour as Chardy has a wedding dinner to attend, Ferina has appointment with her bf and we (Jia Ling, her aunt and i) have to meet up with Santi and her husband for dinner.
so what's for dinner? we were supposed to have hawker food at the kopitiam nearby, but the place was full gila babi. we couldn't move to another kopitiam as Santi is heavily pregnant, expecting her baby boy in January next year. btw, congratulations to you and your hubby. so we ended up having McDonald's which is just next to the full-gila-babi punya kopitiam.
although the trip wasn't that interesting, but meeting up with the guys again, after soooooo long was great. of course, it'll be much better if we could have spent more time together. perhaps next time, when you guys come over to Malaysia for a visit. take care my dear friends...
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
here goes, a picture of Nikki's tattoo.
i told you before that this is like an addiction. yup, Nikki Mah has a new addiction now. she's already decided to get the next (second) tattoo done next year, around March. "bravo woman!!" and as for me, i think i can only get mine done if i'm to quit this job of mine. wait la, cakap je wanna quit, but don't even know when.
i told you before that this is like an addiction. yup, Nikki Mah has a new addiction now. she's already decided to get the next (second) tattoo done next year, around March. "bravo woman!!" and as for me, i think i can only get mine done if i'm to quit this job of mine. wait la, cakap je wanna quit, but don't even know when.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
at last, they approved my leave. 5 days, from 2nd Dec to 6th Dec. but i'll be staying at home. -_-" not going anywhere, going to Australia no more. why? the flight is like full all the way, we are put in waiting list. but parents don't wanna take the risk so the whole holiday plan is cancelled, yet again. since we're not going to Australia, i might want to go to Singapore, visit some old friends. ya, guess i should plan on this.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Miss Nikki Mah had her body inked today.
"welcome to the club, Nikki. finally you had it done after years of deciding. wohooo..."
you know, i actually thought of following her to the tattoo parlour. but then i thought to myself, better not. i’m so afraid that if i were there with her, i could not resist the temptation to get another one inked on me. seriously, it’s like an addiction. once you’ve got yourself inked, you would love to get more than one. my target; at least 5, not more...hopefully. *fingers crossed* she’s going back there again 3 weeks later to see if she needs a touch-up. i’m so gonna follow her there, that is if i’m off. i don’t care if i ended up having one by then.
"welcome to the club, Nikki. finally you had it done after years of deciding. wohooo..."
you know, i actually thought of following her to the tattoo parlour. but then i thought to myself, better not. i’m so afraid that if i were there with her, i could not resist the temptation to get another one inked on me. seriously, it’s like an addiction. once you’ve got yourself inked, you would love to get more than one. my target; at least 5, not more...hopefully. *fingers crossed* she’s going back there again 3 weeks later to see if she needs a touch-up. i’m so gonna follow her there, that is if i’m off. i don’t care if i ended up having one by then.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
I WANT MY LEAVE BACK!!!
you know what really makes me angry? stupid and lazy people who don’t know how to work efficiently and smartly (not that i’m very good but at least i’m hell better than these people). see, i’m entitle for 21 days of annual leave this year and i have a backlog of 7 days annual leave from last year. my first leave application for this year was rejected and that was in September. i tried applying for the second time for December and guess what, it was rejected again. WTF MAN!! i’ve been thinking, it’s almost the end of the year and i’ve never taken even a day of leave. so why are these people rejecting my applications?! so the furious me went to the office to inquire about this and you know what, this lady whom i spoke to told me that they bought my annual leave together with my backlog leave, and they left me with a remaining of 5 days leave, which expire on 31st December 2007. WHAT THE CRAP??!! so you’re saying that i should be happy because i get extra $$$ from that? NO! i’m not. for crying out loud, i want my annual leave. i want to go holidaying. i don’t care if you take the money back, i want my annual leave. but no, the lady said that i can never return them the money because they’ve had the money banked into our account. CRAP!!
well, what i really don’t understand is how can they be so stupid? i mean come on, if i do not want my annual leave, then why am i sending you the leave applications at the very first place? (after the first application was rejected, i sent 2 more applications for December and for CNY next year). it does make sense, doesn’t it? if i don’t want the leave, then why am i applying them for? and since i’ve applied for December and CNY next year, why are you touching the leave i applied for and bought them all and left me with a pathetic 5 days? come on la, use some common sense and think. USE YOUR BRAIN PEOPLE. God gives you a brain to think. make full use of it please. so i told the lady that no matter what, i want that 5 days leave in December. my family and i planned to go to Australia for holiday in December. we were planning for it since June ok. the lady told me that it can be done, and she wants me to see her again a week later to remind her about it.
tadaa....a week later, i happily walked to the office and guess what she told me? she’s no longer in charge. company moved her to another division. \(@_@)/ ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!!! i’m so freaking pissed that seriously, i feel like pulling out a rifle and shoot her. OMG!! *breathe breathe* she directed me to another lady and that lady told me that i’ll be able to know about the status of my leave application by 1st November. blardy hell, it’s already 14th November and the status is still pending. FUCK MAN!! you tell me, will you be angry about all these? so unsystematic leh. wanna go holiday also susah, wanna apply leave also susah. i’ve been working for them like mad dogs for the entire year, with NO LEAVE taken (not even 1 fucking day), NO MCs, and is this how i’ve been treated in return? SO FUCK!!
well, what i really don’t understand is how can they be so stupid? i mean come on, if i do not want my annual leave, then why am i sending you the leave applications at the very first place? (after the first application was rejected, i sent 2 more applications for December and for CNY next year). it does make sense, doesn’t it? if i don’t want the leave, then why am i applying them for? and since i’ve applied for December and CNY next year, why are you touching the leave i applied for and bought them all and left me with a pathetic 5 days? come on la, use some common sense and think. USE YOUR BRAIN PEOPLE. God gives you a brain to think. make full use of it please. so i told the lady that no matter what, i want that 5 days leave in December. my family and i planned to go to Australia for holiday in December. we were planning for it since June ok. the lady told me that it can be done, and she wants me to see her again a week later to remind her about it.
tadaa....a week later, i happily walked to the office and guess what she told me? she’s no longer in charge. company moved her to another division. \(@_@)/ ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!!! i’m so freaking pissed that seriously, i feel like pulling out a rifle and shoot her. OMG!! *breathe breathe* she directed me to another lady and that lady told me that i’ll be able to know about the status of my leave application by 1st November. blardy hell, it’s already 14th November and the status is still pending. FUCK MAN!! you tell me, will you be angry about all these? so unsystematic leh. wanna go holiday also susah, wanna apply leave also susah. i’ve been working for them like mad dogs for the entire year, with NO LEAVE taken (not even 1 fucking day), NO MCs, and is this how i’ve been treated in return? SO FUCK!!
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
I can’t get you out of my mind. I keep thinking about how much I enjoy talking with you, how great you look when you smile, and how much I like your laugh. I daydream about you off and on all day, replaying pieces of our conversation...laughing again about funny things you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way you look at me...it melts my heart everytime I think about it. And I catch myself smiling when I imagine what will happen the next time we’re together. You must be something really special, because I can’t remember the last time I felt so strongly about someone. Even though neither of us knows what the future holds, I know one thing for sure – you’re one of the very best things that’s happened to me in a longtime.
[Source: from a greeting card]
[Source: from a greeting card]
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